February 2012
4 posts
January 2012
16 posts
Losing myself in the arms of the perfect stranger.
I feel like I’m losing myself. As I continue to share my life with this great guy.. I give him a part of me every time, and every time I do that, I take part of myself away from the people I love. I really don’t get it. and I had thought I deserved to be a little carelessly happy, but as always.. For every action, there is a reaction.
Looks like my lack of knowledge in being...
July 2011
1 post
When I waaaaaas younger aaa little girly girl.. I used to sait aaaaround, braaaaid my haaair into curls.. My maaaaamaa beaaaaautiful.. Yeaaah she showed me.. Aaaa life of avaaalue aaaa life of beaaaaauty.. Put on her lipstick, look in the miror.. When I waaaaaaas younger, loved to be neaaaar her. Aaaas I grew older, my daaays grew colder.. Cos then I reaaaalised.. What doctors told her..
May 2011
1 post
:( I miss you so much to the point where I honestly just feel like crying?
You took me to this amazing spot yesterday and I just can’t even fathom how this is even real? Is it real? Because I’m scared ill wake up to find it was just a dream.. :(
January 2011
2 posts
Stupid.
I just don’t get him. I’m so confused. I don’t want to wait anymore.. I’m NOT going to wait anymore (but my heart sure is)
Is he over me? Really? Its been like 5 days of no conversation. Blahhhh. Is he even missing me? Where the hell did he even come from?!
Boys are gay. Like, I’m still young. I shouldn’t even be stressin over you.
self discipline is the ability to say NO to ones...
so yeah, i feel myself growing. ive learnt that i cant be there for people all the time. because if being there for those people is fucking up my life (conciously or subconciously).. then thats just stupid to keep them in my life because that is what is fucking up with the more important relationships in my life.
even if the more important person is ALSO in the wrong, what remains is they are...
December 2010
6 posts
You..
It all comes down to you. Every time I feel down, thought leads back to you.. Everytime I feel emotional, it all leads back to you.. Everytime I smile, my mind wanders back to you..
I miss you so much..
Why can’t you just want me the way I want you.. :(
Just realise already..
Its so clear that you miss me.. 3
All I do is cry all the time..
Hands down - shittest december of my life..
All I do is cry all the time and get hurt and feel tired and work and be emo.
Amd fuck you boy for smiling at me ya fuck. & still I wish you a merry christmas.
I feel a tiny emptiness..
I know I’m happy.. But its just not quite up to standard. *sighs.. You’re nothing but a figment of my imagination now, & i feel a sadness when the reality of it hits me..
You never really cared.
To be THAT girl..
I don’t know.. When girls are depressed, they’re prone to putting themselves down. I’ve tried to do it, at times I’ve succeeded.. but most of the time I find myself doing the opposite and knowing just how much I’m worth.
It’s strange though.. ‘Cause sometimes I WANT to feel like I’m not good enough, or I’m worthless.. But I can’t do it -...
The best you never had..
Dearest Tumblr,
I fell in love with a boy. I gave my heart to him, and he held it loosely in the palm of his hand and let it slip. He knew from the get-go that there was no way he would make me ‘his girl’.. and yet he continued to treat me as if I were. He said things like ‘you’re all mine’, he gave me stupid pet names and gave me hope..
Dear God,
I learnt my...