December 2010
5 posts
All I do is cry all the time..
Hands down - shittest december of my life..
All I do is cry all the time and get hurt and feel tired and work and be emo.
Amd fuck you boy for smiling at me ya fuck. & still I wish you a merry christmas.
I feel a tiny emptiness..
I know I’m happy.. But its just not quite up to standard. *sighs.. You’re nothing but a figment of my imagination now, & i feel a sadness when the reality of it hits me..
You never really cared.
To be THAT girl..
I don’t know.. When girls are depressed, they’re prone to putting themselves down. I’ve tried to do it, at times I’ve succeeded.. but most of the time I find myself doing the opposite and knowing just how much I’m worth.
It’s strange though.. ‘Cause sometimes I WANT to feel like I’m not good enough, or I’m worthless.. But I can’t do it -...
The best you never had..
Dearest Tumblr,
I fell in love with a boy. I gave my heart to him, and he held it loosely in the palm of his hand and let it slip. He knew from the get-go that there was no way he would make me ‘his girl’.. and yet he continued to treat me as if I were. He said things like ‘you’re all mine’, he gave me stupid pet names and gave me hope..
Dear God,
I learnt my...