self discipline is the ability to say NO to ones desires.
so yeah, i feel myself growing.
ive learnt that i cant be there for people all the time.
because if being there for those people is fucking up my life (conciously or subconciously).. then thats just stupid to keep them in my life because that is what is fucking up with the more important relationships in my life.
even if the more important person is ALSO in the wrong, what remains is they are STILL the more important person.
and i cant go ape shit, because i cant hurt that more important person because they are so clearly yet AGAIN so oblivious to the facts -.-‘
so yeah.. im gonna turn a blind eye and act like i dont know.
but i know you’s are still talking - im not an idiot.
i have two rings on my fingers.. they sit right next to each other.. and no matter what fingers i put them on, if i wear them at the same time, my fingers get infected and get skin disease.. so i have no choice but to throw one away.
i just wish you both had more self discipline, self respect, and respect towards me. then this woulda blown over so much more easily with a fresh foundation of TRUST.
why you both dont? ..i will never know.
#unappreciated
